"Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars" - Les Brown

Monday, May 17, 2010

Las Vegas

Las Vegas was a VERY Successful  girls weekend. It included pool time, dinner, and shopping all with my girls. We stayed at Tahiti Village at the end of the strip.

We spent most of our time out of the water soaking up the sun. But we did have fun doing some water aerobics ( directed by Shae), played volleyball with a bunch of drunks, and we enjoyed the lazy river.

Pool Time

One crazy girl!

The rest of our trip was really just getting ready and going to a few amazing dinners! Shopping was a great success at H&M! I love that store!!!

Caesars Palace

Honestly I am so grateful for all of these girls. I have only known them all for about a year and I have only been close with them for that past 6 months but I don't know what I would do without them. They have been so supportive through everything I am going through right now. Each one of them have different experiences they have shared with me and have words of encouragement and they really make me feel like I am not alone. I am so blessed to have them in my life. Having a weekend away with them helped me learn a lot more about each one of them and I can truly say they are all amazing girls.

Now only 3 days until I leave for Costa Rica

Only 8 days till I turn 22

Its been 14 days since every part of my future was changed. Its finally sinking in more and more everyday BUT I am doing really good. Although I still have those bad moments that are still really hard..... I have never felt more blessed then I do right now. Heavenly father truly does give us trials to make us stronger and I am so grateful for that. I think what I am most grateful for is I look back at the relationship and I have no regrets. I feel that I treated him right, I loved him with all my heart, I gave him 100% of my trust, I always let him know how proud I was of him, I supported him, I was happy and positive for the most part, I always told him how grateful I was for him and the list goes on and on. My point is.. I don't look back and say I wish I would have told him I loved him more, or I wish I didn't fight with him about that.... I don't look back and wish I would have done anything different. I look back and think in my next relationship I want to love them and trust them the same way I did with Sean. I want to give them my whole heart. My goal is not to let this experience hurt the way I am in my next relationship. I want to continue to trust even though I have been betrayed. I want to give someone my whole heart and not just parts of it. I know with time I can reach this goal and I am grateful for that knowledge.

Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt. Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth


  1. I'm so proud of you and how well you are doing! I miss you girly, we should go to lunch or something! Love you cousin!!!

  2. You're awesome, your heart is in exactly the right place for you to heal, slowly but surely. I know with Heavenly Father's help you will be able to give your whole heart to someone again one day. I love you and I am SO glad you have amazing girls to lean on!

  3. toss- i am grateful for your positive outlook, even after all you've been through & you're going through. although i do not know you well, you are such a good example to me.

    i love the songs you have on your playlist. "someday you will" & "i hope you find it" they always make me cry, but one day things will get better...

    thanks for your positive blog entires!

    let's hang out soon, love you girl.

  4. I LOVE THAT THOUGHT TOSS! You are so amazing! THanks for sharing everything! I LoVe reading your posts and hearing your insights! Love ya toss!!!! :)